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How to get things done with the Final Demo Teaching (sigh)

The second blog in forever ... Well, the schedules have been laid for 2019 student teachers and I am super scared for the final demo before we set foot in our designated national/public schools in our place. I am super scared because the last time I had my demo teaching as a requirement I messed it up. Totally made myself humiliated in front of the big bosses for a job. With all honestly, I really don't know what I am doing at that time, I am very lost and can't fight back my nervousness. It took me weeks before I finally moved on from the incident. And now, I haven't come up with a topic yet. :'( I am a total fucked up! I really don't know what, how, and where to start. I am so confused which made me feel like I haven't learned anything for the past months prior to this thing happening. Totally don't know how to get away with my own demons. Urgh! I hate this feeling! Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements? Xx, Blue
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In the beginning before anything else..

First blog in forever ... To my readers, Before we start this journey together, let me first introduce myself. You can call/name me Blue (not my real name) born on 1994, who currently living in one of the 7, 107 islands of the Philippines. I chose not to give my real name for security purposes though I mean no harm to everyone. I just love having the feeling of being not ME for awhile and not being able to identify by anyone but me. I promise to give no harm to other people, the institution and the people revolving around my wreath of experience in this journey being. Thank you for your kind consideration and for taking time to read all of the things that I have and will be writing on this blog. This is my head telling me to do this, to express my thoughts through words.. Thanks! xx, Blue
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